As I grow older, I find myself enjoying things I once dismissed. It is at this time, when I’m beginning college, that I find myself enjoying independence. I walk all over campus by myself, not because I couldn’t easily call a friend to hang out with, but because I am seeking God in a new way.
The other day I went to UT’s main library. I specifically left my dorm and made the journey there for the purpose of traveling to the 6th floor (the very top one). I felt called to go because I was searching for something. I wanted to be captivated. As I got onto the elevator, I pressed the 6th floor button and it stopped on another floor before reaching the 6th. A woman walked in holding some books and she saw that I was the only one there and was headed for the 6th floor. She turned to me:
“So, obviously if you are going to the 6th floor you are either a graduate student, or looking for books written by (an author) like me.”
As I walked off the elevator I said, “actually, I just wanted to see the view.”
We parted ways and I saw her turn back and look at me for a few seconds. I walked to the large windows past desks and grad students and I stared out of the library. It was beautiful. The entire campus was alive and I looked out at a gorgeous blue sky with buildings reaching up. I looked down at large trees that had been on campus for decades. And for a moment, I was captivated.
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